June 4, 2005
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Today I spend half of my day sleeping and the other half cleaning up. How boring is that? Well, it's been a month plus since I started my new job and things have been okay. Not quite great, but okay.
That's the same I can say for my relationship
. It feels as though my relationship is going through a stage of boredom. Meaning, he complains about not spending enough time with me and then when given the chance he sits in front the TV and gets lost in baseball.
I am not saying I have a bad boyfriend.... just a very uncreative one when it comes to fun! Spoiling me with expensive gifts isn't as fun as going clubbing once in awhile or just going out on a Saturday night and doing something!
Trust me I really don't have anything against baseball, but when it interferes with my relationship then that's a problem. I need friends! I lost contact with most of my friends after I left NY and went to NJ.
Now that I am living back in NY I need friends again. I know that sounds really, really corny and desperate, but it's true.
I miss those days when my female friends were around and we would go to the movies on Fridays, shopping on Saturdays and clubbing Saturday nights. Even make it to someone's BBQ on Sundays. How I wish for those days.
But, at this point in my life it's boring as hell. The greatest and most important highlight of my life is Javon and when he's spending the weekend with his Dad I really feel the loneliness in my life.
Hmmm. I think I will stop complaining and go take a long shower. Have fun on your weekend everyone.
Comments (5)
:4: hello! it's been awhile...im so glad to know that you're already working. thanks for the bday greetings you left in my site. yeah, sometimes life could be so lonely and boring but don't just let it happen...try doing something that could make your day wonderful...there's no perfect life but you can fill it with perfect moments! if you feel that he's boring, create something that could make your times together memorable. you are a wonderful lady and i believe that being with you can be so wonderful. have a wonderful week! take care. HUGS for Javon.
Thank you Romanta for your kind comment . Yes I need a rest of Xanga at this moment but I will come back .
How many changes in your life since my last visit . I wish your friend was less stuck at the TV and be more around you .Insist and don' t give up ;
Love
Michel
yeah i know what you mean about need the girlfriends around again...i can't wait to move
ryc: i am moving to seattle from the portland area so i am staying with the company just transfering. my family lives in seattle and i just want to be closer to them
Baseball... Hmm... Heh... And mine is... Football... Arrgh... *sigh*
Hey...
what about me!
I'm insulted!
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